So sobriety isn't easy...just like they said. At a year and some I have gone through a very draining separation, a job loss, huge financial stress and a very busy world. My job became finding a job. During this little journed I found out, yet again, that I am not good at not working. I have grown accustomed to my income...as we all do, and did not like being on unemployment! Besides that, they dubbed my ineligible because I didn't post my resume on their website....Yes, I was angry!!! Despite their nonsense, my tenacity served me and I got a job six weeks after I was let go. So my year begins...this one better than the last.
This year I am taking care of me! In taking care of me I am also taking care of my girls. This year I am going back to my plan of fixing me... With sobriety and the 12 steps comes a responsibility to repair ones mistakes of the past. While I did an ok job of starting this, I know that an ok job unfinished will not keep me sober. So this year is a year of repair without emeshment, without distractions........only with God. I will really work on becoming my best self this year!
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